I swear im not a hiker even my legs used not to climb all over the hills but this time i would say that , i love climbing . But only with my family members. If we do a hiking activities with family , actually they will take a good care of us along the journey. I dont like to join with strangers since they dont know well about me. I have my own reasons why not join hiking with others people.

    The scenery is so beautiful and i fall in love with The Creator. Speechless.

   What i'm doing in my semester break ? Or what will i'm doing next at home ? Sleeping , watching movies , eating sneaks.Haha , in fact I'll doing all those dumb thing all the time. This is how i spent my holiday.

  

      A couple of days at night , as usual my routine was to wake up my little sister or will i called her as my roommate at home to pray for shalat time, Isha. She always sleeps early at night. I told her that she slept through the whole day. She of course shocked when i used her phone to set the alarm ahead to make it look like it was the morning. Plus, i closed the curtains so she couldnt see that it was still dark outside.

   As  expected , she mad at me when she asked our mom that it was already at night. But heyy, that was not my fault when i used her to wake up for shalat i guess. Haha sorry, i'm always used to be bad older sister ever.

   Last night , after everyone was in bed and sleeping. I snuck to the other room to watch some kind of movie. It was at 2 am. I felt not sleepy yet. I put my earphones on and cranked up the volume really HIGH and i hit the " play" button. I kept giggling alone when i watching this kind humorous movie. But i only got watching about thirty minutes when i got interrupted by dad (T_T).

    Sadly writing, i didnt have the earphones plugged into the stereo. So the music was definitely coming through the speakers, not the headphones. Dad stared at me like i'm the kind of his favourite food and this time to eat. Surely i'm in trouble.That night, dad yelled at me about five minutes. He made plan ruined to watch the movie. I must to get in bed early before the morning.


p/s : sometimes i always made a dumb mistakes that embarrassing myself.

To be honest ,

    Let me get something straight. This is not my diary or my routine . But if u think i'm going to write down my "feeling" in here or whatever , youre crazy enough. Seriously i dont like this stupid dumb to be half of my life. So i just used my blog to share something in my life but not used to show my feeling. Thats euw !


    The only one i wanted to do this kind writen at all is because i figure later on my late years , when i'm fourty years something , i'll read all these again and memorize all the memories. Maybe this writen is gonna come in handy. I want my children read it soon.

    But for now i'm stuck in middle college with bunch of morons. Haha so i doesnt have time to publish my story here. Just dont expect me to be here like " Dear Diary" this and " Dear Diary" that. These sentences listened too stupid. i'll write something informal .

To be honest ,


No more dream guys . I just wanna get married with a guy who loves me and appreciates me till his last breath. I just want an ordinary man who could give me better life in future and understand our religion together.I just want a good husband and father for my children. I will give him everything in return; my loyalty , my love , my breath . He is my world.

                                                 caring

                                                     partner

                                                     loving


I also want my husband surely fall in love with me when seeing his future wife makes wudu' and then prays to Allah . Ya Allah please protect this man and i glad wanting him in my prayer .I want to be with someone who always remind me with Allah.

                                             
                             someone who always remind me with Allah


Dear future husband , please lead me to Jannah and remind me about aurah and the rules of Allah .